Each time i say goodbye to a place i like,i feel like i am leaving a part of me behind.

                                HURTING SCAR!

     Blight and plump,the gorgeous full moon resembled a massive pearl hanging in the sky.Even seeing such beauty however,did not soothe the pounding of my heart or the trembling of my hands.Someone have said me"You were born in the right place,but i'm afraid it was under the wrong star".Good morning my beautiful friends.I hope you guys will be fine and might be reading my previous blogs.Today my words are quite a bit bitter cause these words are for those who have the feelings of despair inside their body.

   How it feels when you lose someone so special in your life? How it feels when that special person ignores you ans starts hating you.You feel like despair has entered in your blood through your veins and your heart has stopped beating and lungs as if stopped oxygenating your blood you wish wish to put that dirty blood at of your body.Yo cut your veins and constant drip of blood spread over the floor and the pain of the scar relax you.Make you feel so cozy and contempt .you wish to lie on your couch and imagine the time you spent with that particular special person.The time you spent with that particular person laughing,smiling,sharing secrets,knowing habits .And in a wink of an eye everything vanishes and you felt like kill yourself,hate yourself and ground yourself you give your self several punishments like eating tranquilizers which may cause over sleeping or maybe make yourself awake whole nights and days or may cut your veins and be happy seeing blood rushing out of your body.The anomalous feelings of hatred,emotions,jealousy,run through your body.And you wish to be never existed you wish t be died,you stop eating food,stop getting out with your friends and pals and this is how we feels when we lose someone.

   But my fellow friends my blog is not to encourage this feelings of hatred and despair as Shams Tabriz said in one of his rules that:

                          " Loneliness and solitude are two different things.When you are lonely,it is easy to delude yourself that you are not on the right path.Solitude is better for us,as it means being alone without feeling lonely.But eventually it is best to find a person,the person who will be your mirror.Remember only in another persons heart can you truly see yourself and the presence of God within you."

     Many people committed suicide when they have such feelings i am really against to such kind of feelings that people rush in their body .Usually young teenagers did this practice so i have decided that i should write something against it Your life is so precious God has gifted you to examine you that with your Nafs how can you you control yourself.How can you walk on the path of right or the path of wrong..Our lives can be a moral for others if you just do something new or incredible.People remember only those souls which do something great in this world.......And remember if you do right no one remember if you do wrong no one forgets.Heart and tongue either can conquer the world either it can ruin your world.If your foot slips you can re gain your balance but if your tongue slips you can not regain your image.So! i was talking about the weird feelings how to stop them? it is really very easy just let yourself breathe in a cool air in park or somewhere where you are free t exhale the oxygen freely and remember God seek his guldens and seek out the right path when you walk on the right path you will be free from such feelings.

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